Thursday, October 20, 2011

Some bus drivers are soo annoying!!!

Just now, there was this bus driver who for some reason mad at me for not moving so fast,
I was taking my bags at the bus's sort of basket before going down,
but suddenly the bus moves,
so I said "Hang on" and then suddenly he snapped at me and said "Can't you get here earlier?" in quite a stern voice tone,
and then I said "I am taking my bags"
and then he said again "Well, can't you get here earlier?" in a higher voice tone,
and then I realised that he's mad me, but then I just want to get out of the bus
and not make a scene and plus it will be humiliating so I just get down of the bus
and said "Whatever",
but in my heart I seriously wanted to say "Then just wait for a bit, what is wrong with you?"
I was and am still really mad at him,
I just hoped somebody can give him a piece of my mind to him.
I just hope somebody be mad at him and made him feel what I feel right now.
Goodness gracious he was sooooo annoying, Oh my God!
Probably next time I see him I can give him a piece of my mind if he messed with me again.
I'm still mad at him, I don't know what else I can do to channel my anger right now
apart from writing it here.
Damn he's annoying!

My change is gonna come...

Eventho I'm not sure what is waiting for me ahead,
and I don't know how am I gonna face all the challenges I'm just gonna keep on going,
and not to bring myself down, because if u do,
then u won't be able to do anything, u just need to keep on going,
and put a smile on ur face eventho in the inside ur crying,
I want to change for the greater good, guide me ya Allah.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Starting anew...

I feel like starting anew,
but its already almost the end of the semester,
so i didn't manage to do anything that's really cool in architecture,
but i can feel that i'm doing a little bit better this time, or rather this semester,
however in doesn't necessarily reflect in my grades,
its just that i'm able to control myself from procrastinating much better,
and that i have clearer mind and higher confidence in myself that i can do it,
its just that i need more time, to improve myself,
both in my study and my everyday life,
let's just hope for the best,
Allah, please guide me...